Lyrics from TikTok Live (12/04/2020)

[Verse 1]
"You are not what I thought"
I said "I rarely am
Unless you always thought that I was just a fool"
If I wrote a book of songs worth keeping
It'd be short and full of plot holes
And foreshadowing of doom

[Pre-Chorus]
I woke up inside a nightmare
Parading as my wildest dreams
And I snorted ambien

I'm a deer in 3/4 quarter inch bike headlights
When they hit my eyes I feel like a fuckin' alien

[Chorus]
I am bored of all my bullshit
Nothing's yours if you can't hold it
Astronauts don't like the feeling when they land
Is my heart still in your stomach
Are you cured of my emotion
I am overweight and god I miss my band
I miss my band
[Verse 2]
Burnt my lungs on the ash
Of every song I started writing
But got bored and smoked instead

Called my mum and found the only
Things worth writing are the things you want
The most out of your head

[Chorus]
I am bored of all my bullshit
Nothing's yours if you can't hold it
Astronauts don't like the feeling when they land
Are you cured of my emotion
Is my heart still in your stomach
I am overweight and god I miss my band

[Outro]
I woke up inside a nightmare
Parading as my wildest dreams
And I snorted ambien

I'm a deer in 3/4 quarter inch bike headlights
When they hit my eyes I feel like a fuckin' alien