[Verse]
I had a dream, where I was king
I woke up, wearing a ring
Necklace on my chest, covered in bling
I woke up again, heard the phone ring
Picked it up, heard, "you are not defined by me"
Fell to the floor, woke up outside my dreams
I find no true religion inside my jeans
Never based my worth on materialistic things
No, I've been brought down by man, specifically me
One mind, I may not particularly be
Which you can tell as I cynically speak
Move over I'm fighting for the front seat
I'm tryna find the light in this dark place
My mind taking over while I follow my heart's case
Arguing with myself and ending up with heartache
I'm desperate for change but gave up on myself
Someone save me - I don't want no help
I'm lost and at home in this depression
I need help - I'm dying from this stressing
It's all me, you have not learned your lesson
I told you, the cold you, I own you
I am not alone
I am not alone
I am not alone
I am not alone
I can't stop thinking, "get me out"
I can't stop thinking about my doubts
I want to improve but I can't seem to
Kinda hard to forgive, everything I've seen me do
Jesus died on the cross for me, I know that well
But still, when I die I fear I'm headed to hell
Are you afraid?
Are you afraid?
My hands rise up as fire consumes my face
Can I be cleansed? Can it be this way?
Can you forgive, me before the last day?
Stuck between what I deserve and what I want
It's never ending, the guilt decided to haunt
Me, and I'm losing my mind feeling like I'm losing my soul
Being so close to the flames has made my mind grow cold
Starting to feel like
Starting to feel like
I am not in control

[Outro]
I am not alone
I am not alone
I am not alone
I-I am not alone
I am not alone
I am not alone
I am not alone
I-I am not alone
I am not alone
I am not alone
I am not alone
I-I am not alone
I am not alone
I am not alone
I-I -