[Verse 1]
I'm losing my vision, and as it fades
Every lie I saw fades away
Is it, is it really today?
Am I dreaming? Am I sleeping?
How long before death and I have a meeting?
Everything I want is just beyond my reach
Or is it? Can I become the man I wanna be?
I know I have to become the change I wanna see
But what about the depression and anxiety in me?
So many decisions influenced by the evil
It's only me you see but I feel like so many people
Hurting those I love, running from what's above
And these demons pull and tug asking for a hug
Dear sin, I hate that I love you like I'm Gnash
On the highway to hell and I'm trying to crash
Still tho I'll never sell my soul regardless of the cash

[Hook]
Arguing with myself - blurred lines
I need help - blurred lines
Am I headed to Hell? Blurred lines
It's getting hard to tell - blurred lines

[Verse 2]
I don't take breaks the music helps me run
The notes flying hide what I've done
The bass makes me stop wondering where it all begun
Or does it? I don't know it
Feels so crazy to be a poet
And I'm not showing, signs of slowin - down
Years from now this drive should still be around
Whether or not I'm still in my town
Is that my purpose? Is putting all this work in worth it?
Am i ever helping anyone when I tell them that I'm hurting?
Does anyone else know what I mean when I say death is flirting?
I'm bleeding from the thorn off the rose
No yes or no's so no one knows
I got all these ideas but can't know for a fact
And I can only do so much with this rap
God, do you hear my prayers when I speak to you?
Is there really a point when I'm asking what would Jesus do?
When I lose my last breath will I being seeing you?
Do you really forgive me for doing what the heathens do?
Are you there for me when the flames rise to Earth?
Will my soul be out of this body when it returns to dirt?
Do you hear all these questions now? Is it wrong?
Am I sinning when I ask if you're there in a song?
I so desperately want to rid myself of doubt
God, you up there? Imma come find out

[Outro]
*gunshot*