[Verse]
Is it possible for the creator of the universe to be selfish?
Or when it’s all yours, are you only selfless?
I hope asking this isn’t blasphemy
If it is, ive got a bad day coming for me
I’m not doubting that it’s a good plan, you
Know my heart, so you know I just want to understand you
Glory no one could ever hand you
Because you were the beginning, and the end, but how can you, be?
I’m not questioning if you’re a deity, that we’ve established
But have you ever viewed your majesty and wondered why you have it?
Or is your mind well aware that you’re in control and can never grow old
Is that a blessing? Are you looking for someone who enjoys your stories told?
Are we the story? Are there other universes where more of us give you glory?
Is there more to the picture than I can ever know? Is asking this worthless?
Is it really a part of the big scheme of a things when death is flirting... with me?
Are my inner struggles something you truly want to see?
Please open up to me, I’m trying to hear your voice more
Please show me the way, I’m trying to pick the right choice more
Am I speaking against you with my questioning? God, I hope not
But is the answer long when I ask you what Hope’s got?
My heart takes things so intensely, emotions on a catastrophic scale
But would it be wrong to consider that maybe someone else has a much worse Hell?
Does that invalidate the flames on my mind, or are we struggling the same?
Is there really a deeper meaning to the concept of pain?
Is there really something above the surface of my brain?
Is there really a way that I can see you? Touch you? Smell you?
I realize that you say to me, “I free you, love you”, well you
Are right about that, well, as far as I know
And I’m hoping after I die, I’ll see your eyes, assuming I go
To the place we call Heaven, the kingdom in the sky
Is it anything more than water droplets if this Track makes me cry?
Is it wrong that when I’m looking up, I’m usually looking down?
When I want your love, I’m usually stunting a frown
Is it wrong that most of the time I want my crown?
That I want a reputation, I want people to say I came out this town
Am I selfish for having dreams?
And if I am, what does that mean?
What are the rules when it comes to a God, when it comes to a king?
Did you give me this knack for music because when I get to Heaven I’ll sing?
Or will I go to Hell and cry about how it’s too late?
Are these viewed as genuine questions, or have I sealed my fate?
Is there a reason to waste time on sadness, madness, or fear?
Is there a reason that you show yourself and my brain asks if you’re here?
Is there a reason that I’m existing, in a world so cold
Is there a reason that I’m thankful for the people I have so I don’t have to be alone?
Is that how you felt when you made Adam & Eve?
Just to receive a slap in the face when they ate from that tree?
You knew it would happen, so did you want it to be?
Did any part of this plan kick into action so it would lead down to me?
Am I another piece in your army of soldiers with a common goal of living my life by the rules as I grow old?
Is there a bigger quest that you reserved strictly for my life?
Is there a reason that some die in peace and some die by the knife?
Is there a reason that those who are against you have their mind immortalized
And those who are for you are quick to be forgotten after they die?
Is that why Jesus had to die with the sins of all of us?
Just so maybe everyone with the black and white mind would have your trust?
It’s confusing, I need help, I might be helpless
I need these answers for myself, I’m stressed, I might be selfish
I’m getting down not knowing the answers to my life basis
The one who sent his son to die for me, and the latest
Mood I’ve been feeling ain’t the greatest
I have a confession, I must say this
Back into depression, my minds a sadist
Loving to cause this chaos, I hate it
But God, please make it more clear that you gave it all for me
Help me escape this melancholy