The knowin', the knowin'
Is in the [?]
I'll pull it apart, open its arms
Open its arms, make it hold on to me
I make this sorrow, make this sorrow
Sorrow, take me into itself
So I may know its strange thrills
Then I'll make my way out, I will
Out of that black hole, that woozy glow
Woozy glow, strange old thrill

Last place we touched, that dirty Purgatory at Delancy
That overlit, yellowin' by the Lover Building
I hold my head out, hold my head out, half maxed [?] my life
Too little life, ha
Suck my lip to make sure I got all your spit I could get
All your spit, all your spit I could get
And you say you are sorry, but we cannot be doing that again
And I believe the sleeve of your coat did abandon my hand
And you stayed for the J, and I bled to the F
I don't think you understand how it felt
To watch you waiting for another train
Fade into the F as you stick for the J
And you will never know this way
I'm crawlin' up to our sad cathedral
To lie back and imagine clawin' the ceiling from beneath its pane
For your own sake, I think how you will never know this pain
Of having stayed
If you see a future with her, go see to it, bend to it, tend to it
If you will melt into her, melt into it, let it be so
If the world wants to give itself to you, then, take what it gives you, let me go
You will be called one of the lucky ones, bending and tending to the lilacs love will grow
What beautiful sin you are on, parallel love
What beautiful sin you are on, parallel love

If you see a future with her, go see it, bend to it, yeah, tend to it
If you mess it a little, don't panic, just mend it, let it live
If the world will give itself to you, then, take what it gives you, and let me go
You will be called one of the lucky ones, bending and tending to the lilacs love will grow
This sin your blood sings for you, Madeline
There inside of you, know it will die with you
Yeah, it lives in the length of you, Madeline
Celebrating you, each day is all for you
What beautiful sin you are on, parallel love
What beautiful sin you are on, paralleled love

Now I know I worship what has gone from me, what can't belong to me, what won't return
But I love with a fire that burns, I just can't seem to a hold of my demons to throw them in
To this fire that burns in me, Madeline, the fire I live in, so if you
Can gather nothing more from me, well
You never have to listen
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