[Hook]
I’ve been trying
I’ve been trying to live
I’ve been trying
I’ve been trying to live

[Verse 1]
These days I feel like I’m drowning inside my head
Oh I can’t get me out of bed
Lost within my dread

[Interlude]
Everything is such a struggle
It’s like I don’t have the will to do anything anymore
Eating is hard, getting out of bed is hard
I just feel so heavy and exhausted all the time
I wish I could just die and be free from all of this, man

[Verse 2]
Paranoia in my common sense
I guess I’m incompetent, I’ve been losing confidence in everything I do
No success? I’ll wear the noose
Always working overtime but what do I gotta prove?
Maybe I’m still tryna heal from the hurt
From my ex that told me that I was too negative for her
And to this day my trust is still down in shambles
So don’t you take advantage of me, don’t
Ever get close to me
I’d rather be alone, caged up within my home
Masturbating just to cope with all these demons in my dome
Lord I’m so addicted
Everyday my body, mind, and soul is afflicted
Yo man I can’t do this no more, I can’t do this no more
No more faith in Father God for the good things in store
If my life doesn’t seem to have meaning
Then tell me what’s the point of even tryna go on breathing?
[Hook]
I’ve been trying
I’ve been trying to live
I’ve been trying
I’ve been trying to live