[Verse]
Yeah, I just hit my plug a hunnid times
Just so I could die a hunnid times
You could see the devil in my eyes
Always hidin', never open wide
I'on even know what happened
I've been all inside my head 'cause everyday is tragic
And I don't fit in, I think I'm from another planet
[?] on my body, I'm just ballin', it's a habit
The Draco automatic, the F.N is a savage
Rainzzz, I'm the saddest, I carry the most baggage
Fuck the whole system, fuck the money and the status
All I want is love but I can never have it
Yeah, erase my pain but don't erase my money
I'm goin' crazy, goin' stupid dummy
They used to hate, now that's just super funny
I used to trap, I never used to study
Yeah, see, depression is the coldest war
I can't remember who I was before
I just remember when it rains it pours
Life is hard, you can't prevent the storms
I'll take my life before it plays me
See it from my point of view, it's suicide, it's crazy
I ain't nothin' like the hollow fabrication they see
I'm just tryna be myself but when I do, they hate me
I will end it all right now before I let 'em stain me
I come from the cemetery, that's the place that raised me
All this pain's unnecessary, nobody can save me
Swervin' through the city, 3AM outside, it's rainin'
Poppin' all these pills like a wheelie, it don't phase me
I can't trust a soul again 'cause too many betrayed me
I can't fall in love again 'cause too many betrayed me