Tired of trying // stay in the back (n3wd)

Something is obviously not right
I should hurry now
Before something else happens

Yungxixx i pull up on the beat real quick
They dont like me here so i leave real (newd, thats not funny)
Yungxixx i pull up on the beat real quick - quick
Like me here so i (k9)
Yung-
Yungxixx i pull up on the beat real quick
Like me here so i leave real (i have an idea)
Yungxixx i pull up on the beat real quick
Wake up everyday and i feel like shit
I dont like none of yall you can suck my dick
Sometimes i miss when id bou- bout a bitch
Feel like im 15 going on- ?
Sometimes i miss when id care bout a bitch
All this absolute blasphemy makes me sick
I dont like the way you lookin at my face
I dont like the way haters look at my dick
I dont like how they hate but they dont know shit
I do not like haters i do not like rat-rats
Shoutout all my homies that stay in the back
(shoutout all my homies that stay in the back)

Back
Back
Back
As the boy lay there dormant
All of his humanity drained into a murky puddle
Milky eyes cut through the thick blackness of the bedroom
A spectator
He was no longer the hero of the story
Just a cog in the machine

What the fuck?
Wasn't this where i...
Came from?