Started working out almost every day
Cut the drinking down except for Saturdays
Cook and cleaning now
Rice and veggies on my plate
Took the mirrors down
Still don't like seeing my face

But I'm only getting better
No more crying myself to sleep
Putting in effort
Maybe next year I'll be healthy
Trying to get better
No more crying myself to sleep
I'm putting in effort
Maybe next year I'll be happy
Maybe next year I'll be happy

Started reaching out to all my old friends instead of checking out and drinking at home again
Started to write a song
It's not done but at least I tried
Put the mirrors up
Finally can look myself in the eye

But I'm only getting better
No more crying myself to sleep
Putting in effort
Maybe next year I'll be healthy
I'm trying to get better
No more crying myself to sleep
I'm putting in effort
Maybe next year I'll be happy
Maybe next year I'll be happy
Oh, I just want to be happy
Oh, I just want to be happy
Oh, I just want to be happy
Yeah, yeah
Oh, what even is happy?
Yeah, yeah
Oh, I just want to be happy
Will I ever be happy?
Yeah, yeah
Oh, I just want to be happy
Oh, I just want to be happy
Yeah, yeah
Just want to be happy