Yo

Lately I been dropping all my calls
Lately I been ignoring the emails
Working hard to get a couple records on the wall
Day to day a race to pay attention to the detail
I just wanna break, start to think sometimes that I might fall
See my friends all having fun without me there
I breathe air through the lungs that make me revenue
Incredible
Wish that I could hate without the residue of youth
I just wanna pick apart the pedestal that
You used to move on
The charisma you faked just to keep strong
And all the lies that you're fated for a new dawn
I just hope it never takes long
I just hope it never takes long
Cause I know I ain’t got strength just to stay warm
And change? To be frank leaves me sleeping with the shades drawn
I hate y'all, and I hate that my brain feels like napalm
Just to state if I break I'll keep going just to save moms
But til then every day is the same song
I don’t know what

I don't really know what you want from me
I don't really know what you want from me
2014 I was tired as hell, started doing shows
Gonna go on the road, but I learned I was broke
Left pops house, felt real low but I still had hope
2015 I gave up my health, smoking cigarettes just to hunt down death
Getting bigger in a major major way
350lbs carried major weight
2016 lost the love of my life
Made her cheeks so damn red when she cried
Should've known better than to rock with a rat chick
Had nowhere to go had to move back to daddy's
Now I'm not making much, but I'm making it happen
I wonder life would be dawg without this rapping
This rapping thing is a part of me pardon me
If I don't listen to what you’d want from me though

I don’t really know what you want from me
I don't really know what you want from me