[Verse 1: ?]
Mourning the loss of my former self in the morning
Saw him dying weeping
I heard him screaming and ignored it
Picking up the pieces my piece of mind is important
The potency of my dreams
Keeps me up at night cause I'm focused
At the same time I'm wondering if I want it
Don't wanna ask for the rain
But then run away when it pouring
I'm pouring out my heart for you
Maybe just for the moment
Tryna do what I gotta do optimistic and hopeless

[Chorus: ?]
And everything I thought I'd be
I left behind
So I could find out who I really am inside
And everything I thought I'd be
I left bеhind
So I could find out who I really am inside
Soul searching, tryna find somеthing
I can hold on to, hold on (Hold on)
Soul searching, tryna find something
They can't take away, take away (Hold on)
Soul searching, tryna find something
I can hold on to, hold on (Hold on)
Soul searching, tryna find something
They can't take away, take away (Hold on)
[Verse 2: ?]
And I'm running through the chapters
Tryna turn a new page
Break the bondage of my story
Make a difference make it change
But I'm waylaid to start deciding
What I'm bound to do by facing my own excitement
I been aging my mind for some time with these rhymes
Still I'm paging my dangerous self and I hate it
I hate what I've lied about silently
Masking these casualties losing a piece of myself
Stealing pieces of health, and I never could tell
Still I'm maturing and doing whatever I could
Hoping my vacancies, vacate
And I become who I should, yo

[Chorus: ?]
And everything I thought I'd be
I left behind
So I could find out who I really am inside
And everything I thought I'd be
I left behind
So I could find out who I really am inside
Soul searching, tryna find something
I can hold on to, hold on (hold on)
Soul searching tryna find something
They can't take away, take away (hold on)
Soul searching, tryna find something
I can hold on to, hold on (hold on)
Soul searching tryna find something
They can't take away, take away (hold on)