[Verse 1]
I'm sinking, I'm sinking
I don't know what the hell I was thinking
My past mistakes are draped in my shame
I never thought I'd be in my twenties
Hoping desperately to amount to something
Marking down the days will these things ever change?
Or will they stay the same?
[Chorus]
So here I am, with my heart in my hands
Searching for the chance to be something more
I fear that it's gone
And I've tried my best to hold on
But I'm slipping now
With no one to catch me
[Post-Chorus]
(With no one to catch me)
[Verse 2]
My heart beats in time
With the sound, with the sound
A ticking clock constantly counting down
I never dreamed I'd be in my twenties
A hole in my chest that left me with nothing
Old memories up in flames
Only myself to blame
[Bridge]
Can you remember the day?
When we told ourselves
That we would never be like them
Another spoke on a wheel of bullshit
I promised you
That there was way more to life than this
I swear I tried so hard
Can't believe it's all falling apart
I fought to get this far
Only to fail, only to fail
[Chorus]
So here I am, with my heart in my hands
Searching for the chance to be something more
I fear that it's gone
And I've tried my best to hold on
But I'm slipping now
With no one to catch me
[Outro]
I've tried so hard
To feel just like I used to
I'd rather feel this pain
Then nothing at all
I've fought so hard
To try and break the cycle
A failure I'm forced to meet
Each and every day