[Verse 1]
Don't take me back to the old version of me
When I didn't even give a single fuck about anyone or anything
And it's no wonder I'm still so fucking lonely
After all the years I spent with this dread
Destroyed by these thoughts in my head
When will I manage to push away
All those who cared for me?
Just a slave to my hypocrisy

[Pre-Chorus]
It's like I'm stuck (Like I'm stuck)
Held down by my own ways
Remembering all the pain
That I've been forced to put on display
And maybe it's just too much
A fear I no longer can ignore
I just thought there would be more

[Chorus]
But just know
It terrifies me deep inside my bones
Because this lonely life
Is the hardest truth I have ever known
So medicate, alleviate
I can't escape from the shadow I've become
Because this crushing weight upon my shoulders
Has left me undone
[Verse 2]
And I swear that I just want to be better
But sometimes everything spirals out of control
And it's just something I've never once believed in
Giving up a part of my fucking soul
I never said that I was perfect (Perfect)
But I've been convinced that I am just worthless
What have I become?
And all these passing lights
Keep trying to guide me home
But all I can see is loss
It's all I've ever known

[Chorus]
But just know
It terrifies me deep inside my bones
Because this lonely life
Is the hardest truth I have ever known
So medicate, alleviate
I can't escape from the shadow I've become
Because this crushing weight upon my shoulders
Has left me undone

[Pre-Breakdown]
It's like I'm stuck (Like I'm stuck)
Held down by my own ways
Left behind
Nothing left to save of me
[Breakdown]
There's nothing left to save of me
Of me (Of me)