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I don't shake nobody hand, I'm feeling anti
Felt a different typa pain when my friend died
Know they hatin' 'cause I'm winning by a landslide
Tryna throw me off the edge in my hindsight
All this love lost, lift off
Two pills got me thinking dark thoughts
Pissed off, refill, had to get a small gun
Take off, like the feelings I'm long gone