[Intro]
Someone tell me please, someone, someone tell me please
Tell me how to fucking breathe, tell me how to break free
From these chains, yeah they're holding me, more importantly
More importantly can someone tell me? Tell me!

[Chorus]
What’s it like to feel alive? What's it like to feel alive?
What's it like to feel alive? All I really feel inside
Are these signs telling me it’s time for me to die
Suicide, suicide, hanging by my bedside

[Verse 1]
Every single darkened night, wrap that noose around my neck
And now I'm pullin' real tight, so my body's taken flight
Am I going upstairs? Am I going downstairs?
Don't care where, or how I fare ‘cause no I never dared to care
Wanna tell my mama that I love her everyday
‘Cause I know there'll come a day when she'll drop my ash
From the pot of [?] into the water of the Ganges bay
Or my papa kicking up the dirt into my grave

[Bridge]
All these thoughts, yeah they rock when they replay
In the membranes of my dying brain
Ay, here we go again, replay, replay
Ay, if I die will I know, will I know

[Chorus]
What's it like to feel alive? What’s it like to feel alive?
What’s it like to feel alive? All I really feel inside
Are these signs telling me it's time for me to die
Suicide, suicide, hanging by my bedside

[Verse 2]
Every single darkened night, try to shut my fuckin’ eyes
Try to grab a little sleep, all I see: 666
Painted on a boulevard, filled with bones of those who've fallen hard
Layin' with those pins and needles, bottles that are filled
With the blood of the people, feeling kinda dead
Feeling, feeling kinda dead, might as well go ahead
Pay my due, my debt of death, writing him a soul a cheque
All respect, time for me to leave this body that I've kept
I’m like Dr. Jekyll with a sickle tryin' to find
Which side, which side do I have to slice?
Said the kid who flipped his [?], or Inner Rhymes
Yeah the guy, the guy all he do is rhyme and whine behind the mic
[Interlude]
Hahaha
So you know like, I remember when I was eight, like every Friday I'd wait by my school gate and my dad would take me to the store to buy Pokemon cards. Screamin' at the counter, I guess I felt alive…

[Verse 3]
Why? Why did that feeling die?
Why? Why, why did that feeling die?
Why? Why, why did that feeling die?
Will I ever feel alive? Will I know what's it like?
What's it like? What's it like just to feel alive?
All I really think about now is suicide
What's the point of rolling up a joint to see a point?
While the devil's flipping up a coin, flipping up a coin

[Outro]
Heads or tails, yeah we both know I'm gonna fail
Free my soul, free my soul, let it sail away
From this isle of denial, no I ain't okay
Free my soul, free my soul, let it sail away…