(Hook)
This not the way it's supposed to be
Disconnected every time you get close to me
Killing me slowly murder off second degree
This not the way it's supposed be

(Verse 1)
Searching tryna find my way back home
Hang the phone curl my bones put on Post Malone
Pick and chose tryna find what can reflect my tone
My best times, are when I'm all alone

(Hook)
This not the way it's supposed to be
Disconnected every time you get close to me
Killing me slowly murder off second degree
This not the way it's supposed be

(Verse 2)
Sad songs for the lost ones
Melancholy meant, for the long run
My tracks paired with suicide allot of fun
I don't need any love I feel better numb

This not the way it's supposed to be
No emotions when I know she's not the one for me
Good on read but on screen she's really nothing to see
Take a long look and see what I've come to be

This not the way it's supposed to be
Feeling holded I'm a ghost rapping hoax on this beat
Davy Jones I'm under sea submarine take you to me