[Verse 1: blackheartemoji]
I've been faded in the basement, contemplating
All the places I've escaped, you've got to face it
I'm erasing faces from my brain just to replace it
Because I've got so much pain in here that only I've created
Man, I just don't know if I can do this anymore
I'll shut the fucking door on everyone that I adore
And the only ones to watch me sore
I'm starting wars with the help that I've been looking for
So I don't have to swim ashore and ruin what who I've guarantor

[Chorus: guardin]
I think I'll stop breathing
Another way just to escape all of my demons
You don't know how I'm feeling
But the pressure on my back got me crying for no reason
I'm a mess inside a body of a man
Implementing pain inside my brain is all I can
Do whatever you can do and fake the upper hand
Life is full of fuck ups and I know just what I am
Yeah, I know just what I am

[Verse 2: blackheartemoji]
You're my sound, let me drown, I'm not calming down
I think its over now and I came without a fucking crown
My throne's been thrown around and time's still slowing down
I'll take it as a sign to barricade and wreck my proper noun
It only hurts with every verse, I think I'm fucking cursed
Tell me it gets better, I'll feel worse; yea that shit's rehearsed
I'm too perverse to smile so I'm breathing in reverse
Trying to lure my lungs to burst and body bag me in a hearse
[Chorus: guardin]
I think I'll stop breathing
Another way just to escape all of my demons
You don't know how I'm feeling
But the pressure on my back got me crying for no reason
I'm a mess inside a body of a man
Implementing pain inside my brain is all I can
Do whatever you can do and fake the upper hand
Life is full of fuck ups and I know just what I am
Yeah, I know just what I am

[Verse 3: guardin:]
What I am is a prodigy
I'm a full metal alchemist using reverse psychology
To make myself believe that I am proud of me
But I hate my fucking face in all honesty
Honestly, I don't think I'll make it past 26
7 grams in my grinder, where the fuck is the spliff?
Roll a stinky because I'm feeling like fucking shit
Separation, anxiety is just a fucking trip
I find it funny when you tell me that you care
You say that you love me but your love's not fair
Distancing yourself from the feelings I don't bare
If you wanna let me go, better tell me when and where