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[Verse: guardin]
I've seen how we both die
We were blown to bits, mutilated through the whole sky
Formulating sparks across the stratosphere, this whole time
I was tryna emulate that feeling for the sole purpose of showtime
Cross my motherfucking heart, I hope I don't die
At least not anytime soon, I want the whole life
I had to meet some empathy with old guys
I told my grandpa he's a **** 'cause now I'm full sized
And I've seen how the crows fly
But they all seem to sit and stand around and just abide by
Rules and regulations that pertain to parts of my sky
Anothеr cloudy day, so I just stay inside my bedroom getting dumb high
[?] it mеans, but it's all I could see
The blood shot through the core [?]
I thought this shit was a dream 'til the smoke burst through me
Now I'm lying beside you, both as dead as can be