[Verse]
Pissed, so lost and confused, I'on know what the fuck to do
My own n***as tryna play me, so I ride 'round with this tool
But I'm still fighting this case, a matter of fact, this shit is too
And I done lost a couple soldiers and it's hurtin' me too
I got a heart made of glass, 'cause it can shatter any minute
And no, I'm not good, so stop askin', I'm done pretendin'
I just wanna be straight, I'on give a fuck 'bout no image
'Cause there'd be certain days when I'd be mentally finished
I be questionin' like "Is love really real?"
'Cause when money get involved, n***as start hoеin' yo tail
They start askin' for shit
And when you give, thеy go “I want more”
I'm screamin', "Fuck a label, I should've kept my ass on TuneCore"
When a bitch say she faithful, I'on believe her
'Cause I done seen these bitches change around on me like seasons
And when it comes to God, I'm a strong believer
But lately I've been questionin' like "What the fuck the meaning?"
I'on understand what I did to deserve this shit
I mean, yeah, I got this bread, but it ain't come wit' no happiness
And I ain't even tell you what I go through, this the half of it
Life if I wasn't here, sometimes, yeah, I imagine this
I act like it's easy, everyday I face my demons
I'on think you listenin', but n***a, I really mean it
I try to help you n***as...