Zotiyac
When I Look Up

Verse One

When i look up i see all of us
Yea when i look out i see into me
When i become no more than memory make a real reason for them to remember me

I visibly see you surrounded by energy when you approaching me tenderly
I never pay too much attention to sentiment, intimacy is no friend of me
Nobody else know that you hurting inside but that’s something i knew from the beginning
Nobody step up in dеfense for you
But all presеnt on your day of reckoning

We run from the mirror like everyday
But when it’s time to critique we don’t hesitate
It’s funny how we try to separate feelings from people but use em to decorate

Medicate, meditating especially
And i’m doing my homework on everything
To make up for the homework i never did
As if i can regain my integrity
As if that proves i’m any more disciplined
As if that proves i really been listening
Picking up anything put in the ground
Head in the clouds with my foot on the ground

Two in the front and it’s one in the back, well how come i always still be looking around?
Still lookin all ways, navigate pitch black hallways moving off feeling and sound
When i look up, i see something look back at me i never captured it on camera actually, i like to think that it captures me
Give some meaning to all my catastrophe
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Verse Two

When i look up i see all of us
Yea when i look up i see into you
When you become no longer memorable
Will you do something to make them remember you?
Do see you how the energies inter loop, all come together to make a neat interlude?
Do you finally get what i mean when i told you nobody was ever a friend of you?

Nobody else know what you know, that one term of condition can render you critical
Because life is about circumstances and what you did with em, less bout what they did to you

If you fail it’s your fault, otherwise you succeed and you give em a reason to envy you
It’s funny you ain’t got to give, then they don’t got a need, you get rich, they depend on you

Clocking pockets they watching specifically
It don’t matter if you know your history
Bear witness, betrayal and misery, shapeshifting images, pixels, and glittery pieces of what used to be an experience i was just floating through experimentally, it became what would make up the inner me, ain't no enemy, just look into me