I Remember 2006
Snuffed and Fading Lights

Most of the time
This house feels lonely
Suffocating almost

Every day passes by
And I waited for Venessa to return
But she never walks through the door

We'd take walks to the park
Play for an hour
Before making our way back home

Then one day the sickness came
It became harder to get around
I couldn't really do much

She decided to go out for a walk
I wanted to go with her
But the sickness left me bedridden

And I haven't seen hеr since
I never hеard from her again
I didn't understand why

I asked you where she went
And you said she went on a voyage
On the endless river
Something about those words hit deep
I'm pretty sure I know what they mean
The thought hurt more than this disease

I know someday I'll join here
Don't know when that will be
But I can't leave my family so early

Will I?