[Verse 1]
I'm sick of crying and hiding behind this smile of mine
I need to speak the truth to you before I'm out of time
You think I'm happy but inside I'm slowly dying
And trying to find a reason to smile without fucking lying
Everybody thinks I'm fine and I'm not
And I'm pissed off at this universe for taking everything that I've got
And I'm pissed off with myself, I wear my heart on my sleeve
And everyone I seem love just seems to turn around and leave
Now question, is that me?
Am I doing something wrong?
'Cause all I do is love so how the fuck can that be wrong?
How the fuck do I get broke every timе I try and love?
And how do I end up with nothing when I'm not thе type to give up?
But every days the same and nothing ever changes
My life's a fucking mess now and its been that way for ages
I go to work for wages on a basic sacrafacage
But its difficult and I just seem to find myself in places

[Hook]
I'll get by on my own
I don't need nobody else
I'm fine just by myself
Looking out my window
Cry into my pillow
It's just the same
It'll never change

[Verse 2]
I give myself and I get nothing
So I'm running
'Cause I'm sick of all the bullshit that's keeps coming
I'm becoming numb
Fuck it, I'm done
Maybe I should just become a nun
And give my self to Jesus in a hope that he can find me some
Happiness
If that even really exists
But the way my life is going it treats me like its bitch
And everybody seems to think this feeling I'm feeling will pass
'Get a grip, this is reality' they tell me like they know my past
I'm complicated in ways that you won't understand
But take my hand and walk in my shoes then tell me you give a damn
It's all fake and these people seem to want to take advantage of my Kindness that's the reason why I fucking break
And it hurts, it really fucking hurts
I feel so insecure and being alone there's nothing worse
And its hard to understand that no one wants to be around me
But one day ill find somebody that's happy that they found me
[Hook]
I'll get by on my own
I don't need nobody else
I'm fine just by myself
Looking out my window
Cry into my pillow
It's just the same
It'll never change