[Chorus: GoldenEMP]
Yeah, I guess I feel alone
I'm a slave to my bloodstream, I never feel at home
I'm running out of time, and I'm feeling like a ghost
Got these aches in my body, feel it in my bones
I've been coughing up blood, I guess I don't need it
I've been burying myself in my feelings
Can't change the world, through the lens of glass ceilings
All these worries in my head
I'm a rat in the gutter, all of my thoughts rip me open
When the sky falls new horizons
Been coming up short all my life
Plants just wither and die
I'm a rat in the gutter, all of my thoughts rip me open
When the sky falls new horizons
Been coming up short all my life
Plants just wither and die, I'm a rat in the gutter
[Verse: Daddyphatsnaps]
If you break a clock, does that mean that time doesn't pass?
Wanna slow the world around me, I keep ducking its hands
Got so many things to do, I've sutured bits of my past
But still I haven't touched the future, now my future has passed
Hit the gas, fuck the limits, only sprint to the task
'Cause every drop of blood I cough up, hear a tick in the back
Death, it doesn't pick a side, but wish it'd give me a chance
I never needed recognition, never lived for the chants
'Cause I came from the dirt, now they-now they let me live in the grass
They never let me into the door, made me feel it would be silly to ask
Poppin'-poppin' bottles every night, then they got me-got me sipping a flask
Then they say they need some magic, well, that's what happens when I sit in a lab
Strapped up with that lead and paper AKA the pen and pad
And it is more dangerous than any K you finna grab
Can not take the world with me, so I plan to give it back
Triple threat, I'm in my stance, block me, and I pivot path
The true crippled life ain't physical, it's state of mind
'Cause when others stand for something, you just stay behind
And when others walk the talk, well, you just lay and hide
And you don't even know it, you're too pitiful to take a hike
You never wanting no issues
But still you want an army here to roll with you
Funny how the ones with the control misuse
And I won't play the game, you say we roll, I'mma sit through for show I'mma miss you
Never been a candidate in this, there's masters and assistants
Change is coming, bet your ass that I won't ask 'em for permission
Strategist in this, move quiet, but a master with the vision
Sacrilegious asterisk and all these passive interventions
I don't care get blacklisted by all these cabinet positions
I can't let another massacre exacerbate division
We don't need protagonists, the catalyst of indecisions
I'mma do it how I do it, just a bastard on a mission, yeah
[Chorus: GoldenEMP]
Yeah, I guess I feel alone
I'm a slave to my bloodstream, I never feel at home
I'm running out of time, and I'm feeling like a ghost
Got these aches in my body, feel it in my bones
I've been coughing up blood, I guess I don't need it
I've been burying myself in my feelings
Can't change the world, through the lens of glass ceilings
All these worries in my head
I'm a rat in the gutter, all of my thoughts rip me open
When the sky falls new horizons
Been coming up short all my life
Plants just wither and die
I'm a rat in the gutter, all of my thoughts rip me open
When the sky falls new horizons
Been coming up short all my life
Plants just wither and die, I'm a rat in the gutter
[Outro: Daddyphatsnaps]
You never wanting no issues
But still you want an army here to roll with you
Funny how the ones with the control misuse
And I won't play the game, you say we roll, I'mma sit through for show I'mma miss you