[Verse 1]
Why do I run away?
From everything I love
Welcome the cold embrace
Of all these fucking drugs

But they don't get me high
No, nothing gets me higher
Than this pain inside
It's burning like a fire

Used to lash out, no way, that's the old me
Now I bury everything inside, it's lonely
Pack of Newports, burn 'em down, love the cold, see
What's there left to do when the time moves slowly?

[Pre-Chorus]
I'm my own worst enemy
You're not a friend of me
I don't еver feel safe
All alone, amphеtamines
Mixed with memories
Running through all of my veins

[Chorus]
150 on the table
Calm me down, calm me down
When the smoke hits, I get stable
Come around, come around (oh)
I'll come around (oh, oh)
[Verse 2]
No one ever thought I'd make it out
Now I put my family in a house

But that don't mean shit, no
Few stacks get a brand new whip, woah
Fuck this, why I still feel this low?
Quarantine got my feelings in the fifth row
I let this show

Never wanna waste no time, so I stay in my lane
Make another hit, but no one knows my name
Sell a million, but they all feel the same
Guess there's no one left to blame, no

[Pre-Chorus]
I'm my own worst enemy
You're not a friend of me
I don't ever feel safe
All alone, amphetamines
Mixed with memories
Running through all of my veins

[Chorus]
150 on the table
Calm me down, calm me down
When the smoke hits, I get stable
Come around, come around (oh)
I'll come around (oh, oh)
150 on the table
Calm me down, calm me down
When the smoke hits, I get stable
Come around, come around (oh)
I'll come around (oh, oh)