[Chorus: Yxung Rell]
I done came from hard times, take my foot up out the mud
I been sheddin' all these tears, losin' people for some years, gettin' tired of seein' blood
I ain't change up on my family, I got love for all my people, they just showed me what it was
I been tryin' to stay intact with all the shit that's really facts, no, I'm not lookin' for your love
I can't let you be around me just because
[Verse 1: Dame D.O.L.L.A.]
Yeah, in a mansion eatin' sushi fresh plottin' on who coochie next
Slide my résumé across Karrueche desk
Just tryna keep myself busy
Everything ain't black and white, that's word to Clayton Bigsby
British accents on the touchpad at all my doors
Came from stealin' bus passes, skippin' all my chores
I ain't escape without some scars, but I win all my wars
My clothes is separated, straps in all my draws, n***a
They try to make me feel bad, 'cause they ain't free of struggle
We ain't gon' talk 'bout who believed 'fore I completed puzzle
Just 'cause I leap, don't mean I leaped above you, I'm just leapin' forward
Tryna keep you n***as happy, y'all was keepin' score
In my journey I showed more love than ever received
Gave some people love, Granny said they would leave
Dealt with some shit you would never believe, pitiful
Now I know who really love me unconditional
Another day in office
Turn an L into a lesson when you take your losses
Long road to recover when you play with bosses
'Cause we embrace our flaws like we embracin' flawless
Bitch, we don't step with caution
All they want is designers, think that's gon' get 'em vagina
Cross you for it, Wakanda, I divide it to conquer
They used to call me the monster, they gon' judge like your Honor
I don't respond to the drama, flex and pull my recliner
[Chorus: Yxung Rell]
I done came from hard times, take my foot up out the mud
I been sheddin' all these tears, losin' people for some years, gettin' tired of seein' blood
I ain't change up on my family, I got love for all my people, they just showed me what it was
I been tryin' to stay intact with all the shit that's really facts, no, I'm not lookin' for your love
I can't let you be around me just because
[Verse 2: Yxung Rell]
They keep showing me fake love
Pointless conversations that these n***as would make up
I know they out here lurkin' on the low, claim I changed up, but why did they change up?
Had dreams since I was a kid, no I ain't go through no phases
Had people that had left, I put my heart up on the shelf
You can only hate yourself, you can't depend on no-one else
I been tryna stay afloat, no I'm not tryna be too selfish
The cards I'm dealt with, I can't help it
Had private conversations where I think that I ain't wrong
It be hard for me to listen, when that shit takin' too long
I been steady reminiscin', put my heart out on this song
I ain't wrong, nah I ain't wrong, yeah
[Chorus: Yxung Rell]
I done came from hard times, take my foot up out the mud
I been sheddin' all these tears, losin' people for some years, gettin' tired of seein' blood
I ain't change up on my family, I got love for all my people, they just showed me what it was
I been tryin' to stay intact with all the shit that's really facts, no, I'm not lookin' for your love
I can't let you be around me just because