[Hook:]

Cause I'm ready
Babe I'm ready
I killed my wife on my wedding
You never came back since I'm waiting
Now you're looking for me
But I'm fading, yeah I'm faded
Now I'm faded
Now you're looking for me

[Verse : 1]

Now, I wonder why /
I'm seeking help with hopes are high /
Bruised wrist and bruised thighs /
Bruised thighs
I'm dead, sick, still want to fight /
Twitching eyes and no sleep
No sleep
Dark nights and fuck lies /
When I got back? back to my bed /
When I went back, Went back to my past /
With these doubts, I blacked out / now
I know that I hurt and I curse
I curse and I doubt /
I shot brains out /
With a bloody mouth I can't breathe /
When I want to shout /
Stop the pain/ ×3
Got demons in my skin / god damn
When I try to preach they teach me sins. /
I ain't no king and I ain't no prince /
I ain't no God and I ain't no priest
I’m a piece of shit /
Imma faking this smile on my face /
I can't fight, got no strength /
Get outta my sight, I'm taking these pills right /
Your promises, All smoke /
Your Flashbacks, All gone /
Stop calling me an asshole! /
Now that's all! /
[Hook:]

Cause I'm ready
Babe I'm ready
I killed my wife on my wedding
You never came back since I'm waiting
Now you're looking for me
But I'm fading, yeah I'm faded
Now I'm faded
Now you're looking for me

[Verse: 2]

Now leave me alone, don't tease please /
I’m so lost and so cold
I can't take this pain no more /
My dark soul
Wanna cut veins and slit throat /
No messages and no calls. /
Are you kissing somebody else now /
I'm stressed out
See I'm mad and depressed /
When Inside my head and inside my chest /
I'm all messed up
So fuck this /
You Stab knives rib cage /
In my sick days. /
I can't breathe but I'm ok /
I’ve committed no crimes and no sins /
What I tell lies ? Nonsense! /
I've begged and I cried /
You know, that I got no friends
Let's make love and fuck the fights /
I love you so much /
I've said that a thousand times /
Now fuck that
I'mma say it a thousand more /
Baby come back, don't close the door /
She tell me, Good-Bye /
Her mouth was a straight line /
Then she replied; I'm just wasting my time /
[Hook:]

I'm feeling pain / ×3
Just hold on /
I'm feeling same / ×3
Just hold on /
I'm feeling pain / ×3
Just hold on /
I'm feeling same / ×3
For so long / ×2