You can chalk it up to manic tendencies
Attributes she has also given to you and me
A lasting black cloud hovering unapologetically
That serves to crush pure thought and pollute all that
Is humanity
We are self-serving, slaving away to please ourselves
We are the kings and servants all in one:
Some more, some less

"No dawn will come tomorrow
Darkness for a decade
Hold the ones you love close
I can't say for sure when the sky will clear
But it will, for a while. "

Her words move through me like a wave of fear crashing
Down on me
The panic strikes as strong as a god
The Tsar bomb: overhead to free me

Empty shelves still stand where she used to keep her
Records
Theoretically speaking
We will spend every minute of every hour
Of every day, of every year
Replacing that vacant space mixed with our love and our
Fear
"Understand that you will meet death before actual
Death. "

"No dawn will come tomorrow
Darkness for a decade
Hold the ones you love close
I can't say for sure when the sky will clear
But it will, for a while

Her words destroy me like a wave of fear crashing down
On me
The panic strikes as strong as big brother
The satellites: overhead to oversee

A life so low and undefined, covering all vision:
A true rage that is blind
We are naked, without shelter;
And when this pill is forced down our throats
We become numb
A welcoming numbness that lies dormant until our end
Comes
But this is not the end, you see:

"No dawn will come tomorrow
Darkness for a decade
Hold the ones you love close
I can't say for sure when the sky will clear
But it will, for a while. "
Her words destroy me like a wave of fear crashing down
On me
The panic strikes as strong as big brother
The satellites: overhead to oversee