I, do I wanna live do I wanna die man I don't even know
Gun in my hand only one bullet and I'll be right home
I've been trying hard but I'm only human and the devil wants my soul
God please heal my soul cause I don't even know
It ain't easy when it's everything your going through is some pain
And you realize that there's one way you can make everything change
I've been trying hard but I'm only human and the devil want my soul
God please heal my soul cause I don't even know
I swear that I've been praying for a better day
But everyday I swear that it keeps getting worse
I'm losing everybody and it's causing pain
Maybe the after life will be better than earth
Depression is killing me up inside
I'm all alone I'm feeling like I'm useless
My friends been saying I've been acting stupid
But they don't know how the hell im doing
It ain't easy when you got nothing and got nobody
So if I take my life nobody else would care about it
Can't I've been thinking for a while pull the trigger now
I hope you keep the same energy when I'm going down
Cause ever since my mother died and my brother too
I feel like I don't even got nothing else too lose
I don't know what to do can you help me?
Cause homie Ima pull this trigger if you let me
I, do I wanna live do I wanna die man I don't even know
Gun in my hand only one bullet and I'll be right home
I've been trying hard but I'm only human and the devil wants my soul
God please heal my soul cause I don't even know
It ain't easy when it's everything your going through is some pain
And you realize that there's one way you can make everything change
I've been trying hard but I'm only human and the devil want my soul
God please heal my soul cause I don't even know
Young verse:
Nakuu, Lemmie start out first saying yeah I get you
And it's crazy what you've been through
But believe I'm right here with you
If your ever feeling alone
And you feel like your on your own
I be right here for that nightmare
You just dial here on your phone
Cause dog your my brother
We been looking out for each other
Just like when I'm feeling down
And depression got me smothered
You got my back and I got yours
Dog we're going to this top floor
We've got millions of views now boy
And this life you've got a lot more
One life on this earth that's all that we get and we're gone
So why not give it your everything and show them all that you strong
And you ain't no damn statistic
You can change life and existence
You can save lives with your words
And go make us areas different
See billions need this music
They take it in and they use it
It goes down to that dark place
And these words can be soothing
So don't let that monster get you
We all got stuff that we've been through
It's how much you got knocked not how much you got in you
Nakuu:
I, do I wanna live do I wanna die man I don't even know
Gun in my hand only one bullet and I'll be right home
I've been trying hard but I'm only human and the devil wants my soul
God please heal my soul cause I don't even know
It ain't easy when it's everything your going through is some pain
And you realize that there's one way you can make everything change
I've been trying hard but I'm only human and the devil want my soul
God please heal my soul cause I don't even know