[Hook: Murkage Dave]
I just thought of the thing
The thing that I should have said
But it's way too late to say it now
I'll keep it balled up in my head
Man, I wish you were still about
To sit and laugh at this with me
And you know I'm faking it, they're faking it
But them lot make it look easy

[Verse 1: Frankie Stew]
Down the line there's problems
Sometimes there can't be options
Sometimes I need help
How many times is often?
How many times is mad?
And I know there's people watching
Is it weird if I can't stop this?
Thinking if I just clocked it
Then things could change for good
I know that I need to learn new things
Get bored off reading books
I need to really see it
If I do this stuff, I can really be it
Know what I'm in
If I don't see you then know what it is
Glad that I grown when I did
[Hook: Murkage Dave]
I just thought of the thing
The thing that I should have said
But it's way too late to say it now
I'll keep it balled up in my head
Man, I wish you were still about
To sit and laugh at this with me
And you know I'm faking it, they're faking it
But them lot make it look easy

[Verse 2: Frankie Stew]
Even in the wind and snow
Am I good for the p? Not close
Am I close to my dreams and hopes?
Got 'em here in the freezing cold
And it's all I have
So it's already all I know
You manna grown up on phones
Yeah, I grew up on home sweet home
Asking questions when I'm in label meetings, nobody knows
And rest in peace Ben's dad
It's a shame that I weren't close
Always makes me think
So much we can't control
Miss you both, it's known
It's a shame I'm not involved
[Hook: Murkage Dave]
I just thought of the thing
The thing that I should have said
But it's way too late to say it now
I'll keep it balled up in my head
Man, I wish you were still about
To sit and laugh at this with me
And you know I'm faking it, they're faking it
But them lot make it look easy

[Verse 3: Frankie Stew]
Could've been the end of the tune, I had to reverse it
Just when I felt like things were working
Not gonna stop though, it's not worth it
More to life than music, always
Nobody here is perfect
Just wanna feel like I'm still learning
Don't wanna feel washed up and worthless
Too many questions in my head that keep returning
Not luck though, it's all on purpose
Nobody else put this much work in
Feel like I don't need people's verdict
Not too much input is perfect
Just wanna add my thoughts and words in