(All these things that make me lose my focus)
(And all these parts of me I have not noticed)

Spin the atlas in my studio
Thinkin all the places in the world
Me and you could go
Wish that I could be the person you used to know
If I wasn't this
Would you stick, only you would know

You know, even without sunny
Even if I'm broke and brass
Even without money
I think I'm ungrateful
I'm not unfaithful
But my son saved me
And my mum rates you
It's about balance
Not a horse and carriage
I got more to manage
Mortgage and baggage
More things I'm plannin
More gigs from rappin
Not trips to Paris
More like shits in nappies
But I wouldn't change a thing
Not one
Yeah I lose focus more times than once
I think that my journey here has just begun
They say theres nothing new thats under the sun
Got my hair done cos I'm insecure
Got my flair from when they wouldn't let me through the door
Round in circles
But I get a round of applause
Felt weird coming home
Coming back off tour
Uncle Mark died
Wish that I had seen em all more
But I wasn't there for them
So I should say no more
Feels weird got family almost like theyre abroad
How I much see em
Why dont we see each other more
Always
Lose focus dont we
But we think its rosy
I dont see my brother
Think he hardly knows me
Yeah its sad and
I'll take the blame for that
All the things I stole off you I should pay you back
I was 15
Just a kid, who was major gassed
I remember all them days, all the days we had
I think my journey here has just begun
They say that theres nothing new thats under the sun