[Verse 1]
Say goodbye
For several weeks at a time
I'm someone else
And this is hell
When we're on a bed
I hear you say exactly what he says
And tear into pieces

[Chorus]
I swear to god you're the light outside
If you weren't why am I turning red
When I'm all alone in this empty room
You're the only one running through my head
Every day I am so ashamed
That I live with thoughts that I can't control
So when I wake up I am so afraid
That I'll be this way until the sun explodes

[Post-Chorus]
And I don't want to miss you
I don't want to miss you
I don't want to miss you now
And I don't want to miss you
I don't want to miss you
I don't want to miss you now
And I don't want to miss you
I don't want to miss you
I don't want to miss you now
[Chorus]
I swear to god you're the light outside
If you weren't why am I turning red
When I'm all alone in this empty room
You're the only one running through my head
Every day I am so ashamed
That I live with thoughts that I can't control
So when I wake up I am so afraid
That I'll be this way until the sun explodes