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[Intro: Rue]
Ali, can I tell you something? When I'm, uh, when I'm clean, you know, when I'm present... I don't just think about relapsing. It's, uh, it's darker than that. And, uh, you can say that sobriety is my, uh, greatest weapon, but, to tell you the truth, drugs are probably the only reason I haven't killed myself. ‎‎

[Chorus]
Oh baby, if you talk to me
You might fall for me
And while I fight my demons
I think I’m better off alone
You know
That you can talk to me about anything
You don’t need a reason
But I guess you lost your phone
I been calling
All I hear is dial tones, now, girl

[Verse 1]
Oh, what kinda soul mate
Makes yo soul ache
Play it up and hope my heartbreak
Damn my bad traits
Waking up inside my dream states
Where I feel safe alone, oh
She can't stay away at all, I
I ain’t never been this sad before
I don’t think that imma ever get this sad again
I used to trust myself better than you did
And now I numb myself better than you can
Big bad girl thinks she rules the world and I can’t get over it
She was making so much noise
Don’t regret one choice
Bet you thought it was over then
[Chorus]
Oh baby, if you talk to me
You might fall for me
And while I fight my demons
I think I’m better off alone
You know
That you can talk to me about anything
You don’t need a reason
But I guess you lost your phone
I been calling
All I hear is dial tones, now, girl

[Verse 2]
I started sensing divide in your attention
Now I know exactly who you spend it on
I started thinking you’re right
I broke connection
So I sat and wrote a couple of songs about it
Just the way I’m feeling ain’t proud about it
Love the way you have to get loud about it
Haven’t heard a word out your mouth about it, since

[Bridge]
Oh, baby if you walk with me
You might fall with me
And while I fight my feelings
I think I’m better off alone
'Cause I don’t know
If you can talk to me about anything
I might find a reason
To start calling your phone
You don’t need me
And I guess I feel alone, now, girl
[Chorus]
Oh baby, if you talk to me
You might fall for me
And while I fight my demons
I think I’m better off alone
You know
That you can talk to me about anything
You don’t need a reason
But I guess you lost your phone
I been calling
All I hear is dial tones, now, girl

[Outro: Ali & Rue]
I can’t find my iPhone
Now you're being real, now you're being honest
I can’t find my iPhone

You think you're hard? I'm harder. You think you're tough? I'm tougher. You got clean and wanted to kill yourself? Same motherfuckin' story here. You want to know why? You want to know why? I'll tell you why. 'Cause you don't know how to live life. You don't have the tools. You're too busy running around, trying to bullshit everybody into thinking you're hard, and you don't give a fuck, when in reality, you give so much of a fuck, you can't even bear to be alive. So guess what? New rule. No more wasting my motherfuckin' time. You wanna use? Use. But the least you can do is be honest. Own that shit. ‎ ‎

Okay. ‎‎‎‎‎

You feel me?

Yep.‎‎ ‎