[Intro]
Yeah, oh-woah-oh
Lil Happy Lil Sad
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Lil Happy Lil Sad
Lil Happy Lil Sad
Yeah (Yeah), yeah, yeah, yeah, oh
Remember that name, bitch

[Verse 1]
Always been afraid to be the man (Man)
Growin' up, they pushed me down
So I buried my head in the sand (Sand)
It's hard to be believe, they told me I can't (Oh)
Left me with nothing, it's dark in my past
The pain and denial, I don't wanna see (Yeah)
You're wipin' and blow, can't tell her memories (Oh)
Fuck everybody involved in that shit (Fuck you)
Now every hour I gotta get lit (Yeah)
But when are you fucking? I make her my bitch (Yeah)
Bruised on her knees, 'cause her throat 'round my dick (Dick)
I love you to death, if that's true, babe, forget
I'm young and I'm stupid, I'm horny and rich (Yeah)
Broken to pieces, don't care if I live (Yeah)
From nothin' to riches, don't care what you think (Think)
I hate that I'm able to tell how it is (Ayy)
I can't be ashamed, I'm too tired of this
[Chorus]
Can't be ashamed when it is how it is
Tortured myself, had to let go of guilt
Be tellin' myself what I learned as a kid
I'm stupid, I'm weak, and do nothin', I'm shit
Fuck all the bullshit, I try to forget
It's hard when I don't even know what it is
That's sittin' inside me, just waiting to blast
I feel like the dirty, I'm dropped in the past

[Verse 2]
They listenin' when I sing (When I sing)
Cry with me, baby, sing (Sing)
Don't let the shit control you, yeah (Oh)
It got nothin' on you, yeah (Woah)
Nah, fuck the waste bin (Yeah, yeah, yeah)
But carry one if you wanna win (La-la-la-la)
Gotta fight, always movin' forward, yeah
Gettin' high, tryna reach my North star, yeah (Yeah, yeah, yeah)
But I don't wanna talk 'bout that (Right now)
Right now, girl, I just wanna slap that ass (Ass)
Yeah, call a friend, babe, tell her to come over (Baby)
I'll give her cash, she can let you cue onto her
My life is like a fairytale (Yeah, yeah, yeah)
And I'ma tell her I make up my money and I can't fail, nah (I can't fail)
But I hate when it hurts you, baby
I'll be better by the fall, it's eight plus
[Bridge]
I was told, "Life ain't easy" (Oh)
So I made my life fucked
Drama was all I believed in (Oh)
I chose to be one with the dark
I don't think I ever seen light (Oh)
Truth is, my memory's black (Oh)
Will deluges 15, your skull
So pressed in the depths of my mind against— (Against)

[Chorus]
Can't be ashamed when it is how it is
Tortured myself, had to let go of guilt
Be tellin' myself what I learned as a kid
I'm stupid, I'm weak, and do nothin', I'm shit
Fuck all the bullshit, I try to forget
It's hard when I don't even know what it is
That's sittin' inside me, just waiting to blast
I feel like the dirty, I'm dropped in the past
Can't be ashamed when it is how it is
Tortured myself, had to let go of guilt
Be tellin' myself what I learned as a kid
I'm stupid, I'm weak, and do nothin', I'm shit
Fuck all the bullshit, I try to forget
It's hard when I don't even know what it is
That's sittin' inside me, just waiting to blast
I feel like the dirty, I'm dropped in the past, yeah