I’ll learn to swim and be comfortable
Or just let me sink
Just let me ease through it all
Please comfort me through your tinted specs
It’s just like wax
So easy to slip into, so hard to scab
I let it fester without a lid
Could’ve fooled me twice after all
I’m just a kid
But above all
I miss being enough for you

I shouldn’t have calmed down
I deserve to feel so fucking blown out
So wide awake
“Can u feel it coming?”, my mirror spoke to me
“Put down your walls” said my enemy

Assessing grief
These rotting leaves
We have our roles
For whom the bell tolls for
It’s deafening

It’s all set in stone
My verbal bones
Strangers aching
For tender loans
Of touch and faith
I’ll pay it all back
With sincerity
And honesty
Anything to make you feel complete

I shouldn’t have calmed down
I deserve to feel so fucking blown out
So wide awake
“Can u feel it coming?”, my mirror spoke to me
“Put down your walls”

I want nothing but to be loved
I want everything that you got