Zander Hawley
When The Fear Is Heavy
Oh maybe it won't be soon
I can see it in your eyes
But oh, Tarzana, call me when you change your mind
Oh you said it was you
Or just a shitty time
No, not a single heartfelt line
But I'll remember you
When the fear is heavy
When your cheek rubs off of mine
No, I won't be sad
I just wish we never had been
So now I'm asking you
When will you leave me be
Oh, Tarzana, give me separation please
But I'll remember you
When the fear is heavy
When your cheek rubs off of mine
No, I won't be sad
I just wish we never had been
I was afraid of us in ways I'd never known
We never spoke the way you kissed me on the phone
I don't miss you, no I like being alone
No, I'm not sad
I just wish we never happened