Zander Hawley
Your Shit Friend
Half asleep
I’m awoken suddenly
You say, “There’s a cockroach in your bathroom
And my friend is freaking out so I’m gonna go soon”
Fuck off
She’s crashing on your couch
For more than a month
Come on
You just left for a week
Now you’re back in my sheets but
Your shit friend
Is stealing you away again
Your shit friend
Is stealing you away-a, stealing you away-a, stealing you away again
You broke free
You listed what was wrong, said you told her to leave
Then you called me
With darkness in your eyes, her cigarette in your teeth
Come on
Change is a process
Celebrate progress
Love them through what they need to do but
I’m not patient
We’re amazing
And what I want to do is spend my time with you, but
Your shit friend
Is stealing you away again
Your shit friend
Is stealing you away-a, stealing you away-a, stealing you away again
It’s always something lately
And I, I’m so tired
I’m so tired
I’m done lying
I’m so tired of futile fighting
Nothing’s changed
You’re afraid
That’s okay
I’m scared too
Not of you
Well, maybe a little
I just feel like
You’re at war and
I’m in the middle