[Verse 1: Zubin]
If it seem like I'm going through hell, well, it's because I am
Think I finally lost all control of the thoughts inside my head
And I'm tired of playing cool for you
Yeah, I'm tired of playing cool for you

A constant state of panic, yeah, I swear it never ends
And all day long, the only feeling that I feel is dread
And I'm tired of playing cool for you
Yeah, I'm tired of playing cool for you

[Verse 2: Horse Head]
Award winning actor, I'll just play my part
I feel like a toy, you just play with my heart
Award winning actor, I should be in movies
I act like I'm alright, you always saw through me

[Chorus: Zubin]
Award winning actor, yeah
I swear that I am one
'Cause when I feel like dying
I just put on a smile for you

[Verse 3: Horse Head]
If you think I'm doin' good, I'm not, I'm doin' bad
Even though we've grown apart, you're the best thing that I had
And I'm tired of playing cool, I just did that shit for you
I just wish I could go back and be the person that you knew
[Chorus: Zubin with Horse Head]
Award winning actor, yeah
I swear that I am one
'Cause when I feel like dying
I just put on a smile for you

Award winning actor, yeah
I swear that I am one
'Cause when I feel like dying
I just put on a smile for you