[Intro]
I actually have no idea what I'm doing
I swear to god, I fucking hate people, like
I don't know, man
If you fo— if you following me through it
Then thank you so much (What the fuck, dude?)
Just, yeah

[Verse 1]
This that smoking song (Yeah)
This that "Get me gone" (This that get me gone)
This that "Message your exes and tell them you love 'em and you were wrong" (Wish I was wrong)
Man, I feel like shit (Shit)
But my brain bathe in it (Brain bathe in it)
This that "Kill me now" (Yeah)
That "Get it over with" (That get it over with)

[Chorus]
Feel numbing through my veins (Through my veins)
My blood is novocaine (My blood is novocaine)
If you fuck mе once (Fuck me once)
Just know I'm not thе same (Not the same)
At least I don't feel the same (Not the same)
At least I hope I'm not the same (Not the same)
I hate my old self (I hate my old self)
But I hate who I've became (Who I've became)
[Bridge]
Don't we all (Yeah)
Don't we all, don't we all
Don't we all, yeah
I hate who I've became

[Verse 2]
Eat the attention (Eat it up, eat it up)
Happiness faces supression (Supression)
When I feel like I got leverage (I got leverage)
Life teaches me lesson (Lesson)
Complications feel endless (Feel endless)
Deleting people off my friends lists (Yeah)
Backlash, why the friendship ended?
Bitch, it never fucking started
Petty shit not pardoned (No)
Getting mad because I said "retarded" (What?)
Well, shit, some things slip out
You don't gotta freak the fuck out (No, yeah)
Maybe I'm just fucking toxic
I think I've finally lost it (Bitch, I lost it)
Treat everyone like an object
I'm breathing but don't make me rage quit (Bitch, don't do it)
We ain't nothing but some fucking flesh
Can't wait till I'm dead, I could fucking rest (I could rest)
I'm living life by the day-to-day (Yeah)
But I spend it all in my fucking bed (All in my fucking bed, yeah, yeah)
I spend it all in my fucking head (Head)
Lately, I don't even fuck with me
Everybody being super flirty (Super flirty)
Trash are come then I feel dirty (No)
Take a bus back to home base (Skrrt)
"What you doing next weekend?" (Yeah)
I don't even know what I did today (Help me out)
I feel guilty just for being calm
I don't always need to fucking scream (No, I don't)
Do you want to wait around mad people for a year?
And they think it's who you are
My mood change like seasons (Yeah)
Choking on my demons (Yeah, ayy)
Swallowing so much evil shit (Yeah)
To be pure, it should be bulimic (Woah, not fucking funny)
[Interlude]
Woah, I can't believe you would say that, man (Not fucking funny, no, no)
That's fucked up, like (That's not fucking funny, not fucking funny, that's not a joke)
Wow, in this day and age? Like, you're saying shit like that, like (Not fucking funny, not fucking funny)
(No, no, that's not fucking funny, not fucking funny)
Shut the fuck up! (It just makes me fucking mad)

[Chorus]
Feel numbing through my veins (Through my veins)
My blood is novocaine (My blood is novocaine)
If you fuck me once (Fuck me once)
Just know I'm not the same (Not the same)
At least I don't feel the same (Not the same)
At least I hope I'm not the same (Not the same)
I hate my old self (I hate my old self)
But I hate who I've became (Who I've became)

[Outro]
Don't we all (Yeah)
Don't we all
I hate who I've became (I hate who I've became)