[Verse 1: lil happy lil sad]
Obligations stacking up
Lust to live is dropping down
All these feelings fuck me up
Breathing fast I'm getting numb
Want you to just feel okay
I just make you run away
Find you crying with the blade
I know that I'm the one to blame
Let me wipe the blood streaming down your legs
Fucking up with all the words that I fucking say
Sometimes I can't control what I fucking say
I need you to just know I will always stay

[Chorus: 9TAILS]
Sometimes I can't control what I fucking say (What I fucking say)
I need you to just know I will always stay (I will always stay)
I could hold your hand as we run away (As we run away)
Or I could hold my tears as you walk away (As you walk away)

[Verse 2: 9TAILS]
Running out the door while I scream your name
We need some time apart thought you'd feel the same
(Thought you'd feel the same)
I don't like the thoughts running through my brain
(Running through my brain)
And I don't like your eyes looking through my face
(Looking through my face)
Weed smoke in my neck, send a text then I pass out
(Then I pass out)
Hit me back like we should chill, but girl it's bad out
(Girl it's bad out)
We could smoke and watch a movie here at my house
(Here at my house)
Or I could ruin all we have with words from my mouth
Screaming
[Chorus: 9TAILS]
Sometimes I can't control what I fucking say (What I fucking say)
I need you to just know I will always stay (I will always stay)
I could hold your hand as we run away (As we run away)
Or I could hold my tears as you walk away (As you walk away)