[Verse 1]
I don't wanna get too fucked up I don't wanna get too wasted
Two shots down of Bacardi Black and I don't know where my face is
Why do I drink this if it tastes shit smoking cookie spaceship
Dark backyard for the fifth damn time in a week I need to stop this
Listen to me girl angels and demons fill the world
I can't protect you for much longer
They're stronger Then I can handle
A vandal upon my soul I could love you until I'm cold
But I doubt the quality of my loving is close to gold

[Chorus]
Enough to hold you down, stay around
Stick around baby, stand your ground
Looking down baby, fix the frown
Stay around baby, stay around

[Verse 2]
I wanna die right now fucking right now
Switch up in two seconds I'm just starving craving any help
Don't you yell
Sweaty in the summer In my bed, I'm screaming while I melt
Terrors in the night I started becoming scared of myself
Woah
Talking to the mirror off the drugs, while I'm alone
I took out my septum and I threw it out onto the road
Looking for identity then throw that person to the floor
I might throw out everything, my shoes my hats and all my clothes
Yo
This is not new to me happens every night
Happens every time I have too much I'm out of line
My friend dipset for the re-up cause he out of lines
Ask me if its cool to use my dresser I said I don't mind
I don't mind
Everybody on a separate path these days to try and lose their life
It's not our time
But why the fuck we acting like we outta try
What the fuck I gotta hide, damn
Experiments build experience
Don't get lazy though that's how you lose a friend
Premature end tear shed so preventable
It's so sad a best friend It's too bad (R.I.P)
There's no back once you fall in your brain is quickly filled with toxins
A pill reacts with your prescription breathing heavily
Do you think I'll live could you hold my hand
My legs feel like sand pins and needles crawling up my back
Neck numb and my heart slow clap someone bring me back
Could you have
[Chorus]
Enough to hold you down, stay around
Stick around baby, stand your ground
Looking down baby, fix the frown
Stay around baby, stay around