[Hook]
I know you so well, so well
I mean, I can do anything that he can
I’ve been pretty

[Verse 1]
Wanna be dead
Just put a shot in my head
Let me see red
See me on my death bed
Doesn't love me, should I love her
The love I have for her, is all just a blurr
Lately I fear that I may never find love
Feels like I'm getting in touch with above
Can't take much more
I'm always punching at the door
In anger, pain, numbness, and guilt
To tell you the truth, at one point, all love wilts
I never seem to get things straight
Put a knife to my throat and cut straight
Let me die
I just wanna cry
Shield my eyes
From a world of lies
Kill me if you must
What kills me is trust
Know that I’m tryin’
But I feel like I’m dyin’
Please, end it all
Blood on the wall
“I love you” she said
Lies, wish I was dead
I’ll swallow my pride
I wish that I died
Let me let go
Please don’t say no
[Verse 2]
Love really is cruel
I feel like a fool
Without you, I’m lost
Love, so much does it cost
I know that I’m insane
That’s why I can’t feel pain
All the pain I can’t express
Without you I’m a mess
You were the best
Shot me in the chest
They’re all the same
Put a shot in my brain
Haunted by my past
I wish it didn’t last
All the pain that I hide
After how much I tried
My heart is gone
But the pain isn’t gone
Why did you leave
Now I can’t breathe
Nothing to say
Yet, I see you everyday
She was the same
Load it and aim
Until my last breath
I’ll love her to my death (Death)
[Hook]
I’ve been pretty patient/
I be feeling pain, I be feeling pain just to hold on
And I don’t feel the same, I’m so numb
I be feeling pain, I be feeling pain just to hold on
And I don’t feel the same, I’m so numb