[Verse 1: XAM]
It’s 4 or maybe 5 a.m
And I am wide awake once again
I’m laying on the bed sheets and I’m counting dead sheep
But I cannot fall asleep, cos…

I am scared to close my eyes
‘Cos I am scared of what I’ll see
I am scared of having nightmares
‘Cos I am scared of facing my fears

[Chorus]
I wish my life was how it used to be
Just give me one more night without the bad dreams
I wish my life was how it used to be
I just wanna be the old me again…

[Verse 2: Yung Van]
There’s something wrong with me
I can’t catch sleep
Every time I’m close to dreams
I start to fall beneath the scenes
I’m watching angels lose their wings

Worlds collide as sirens sing
Rest is further than it seems
Looking for the castle in the air
Knowing damn well it’ll never be there
I’m stargazing the sky realizing that I
Hold on to all this pain
It resurrects me when I hear your name
If only I knew why I’m falling faster than
I could imagine

[Chorus]
I wish my life was how it used to be
Just give me one more night without the bad dreams
I wish my life was how it used to be
I just wanna be the old me again...