[Pre-Chorus: Two:22]
I waste my time to fade away
Thoughts decayed, I never made
Sinking down, what we held at bay

[Chorus: Two:22]
I wanted to feel
The things that you'd never reveal
Kept secrets that I will always conceal
And never could heal, alone
I wanted to see (I wanted to see)
The things that I thought we could be
Nightmares become the only thing I dream
Wake up to the screams I know

[Verse 1: Two:22]
These pieces you left mе are broken and empty
Hopеless, attempting when only resenting
Anywhere, everywhere I go, it seems, I'm dissenting
I wish they'd exempt me from what they're expecting
Never detecting and never respecting
The close of an entry, yeah
Don't ever look behind, it slows me down the road
Even if I'm reminded, I don't let it show
Get in the line, never a sign, 'til I explode
Cracking the spine, buildin' a shrine, deep in the hole
[Pre-Chorus: Two:22]
I waste my time to fade away
Thoughts decayed, I never made
Sinking down, what we held at bay

[Chorus: Two:22]
I wanted to feel
The things that you'd never reveal
Kept secrets that I will always conceal
And never could heal, alone
I wanted to see (I wanted to see)
The things that I thought we could be
Nightmares become the only thing I dream
Wake up to the screams I know

[Verse 2: yung van]
All you ever did was take my weekends
Now we're not even speakin'
Heard you said I'm changing, no peeking
Wanna act like you weren't the reason
When your love switches up like the seasons
'Cause one day we're in love, then you're leaving
When you're here, we're like in different regions
If we're good, then tell me why I'm grieving
Tell me I'm the one to blame
When you're the one who's to blame, yeah
You told me that you would change
But I'm not seeing the change, yeah
I'm crying everyday
I don't wanna live this way, yeah
Tell me I'm the one to blame
Tell me I'm the one to blame, yeah
[Bridge: yung van]
You don't change
Don't wanna be conscious, put me on some Novocain
Used to have a future, but that shit went down the drain
I don't wanna see you, I'ma hop up on a plane
Running from my past, 'cause I just can't face the pain

[Chorus: Two:22]
I wanted to feel
The things that you'd never reveal
Kept secrets that I will always conceal
And never could heal, alone
I wanted to see (I wanted to see)
The things that I thought we could be
Nightmares become the only thing I dream
Wake up to the screams I know