[Intro: yung van]
​lil biscuit
You said you'd love me no matter how much I decay
When I reach for your hand in public you pull away
I see the way you look at me, I know you're ashamed
Why is it I never see you visiting my grave?

[Chorus: yung van]
You said you'd love me no matter how much I decay
When I reach for your hand in public you pull away
I see the way you look at me, I know you're ashamed
Why is it I never see you visiting my grave?
You said you'd love me no matter how much I decay
When I reach for your hand in public you pull away
I see the way you look at me, I know you're ashamed
Why is it I never see you visiting my grave?

[Verse 1: yung van]
I can't feel you when you're being kind, hurt mе
Break me, I wanna feel like I'm alivе
You said you like puzzles, so I broke myself in pieces
When I said, "'Til death do us part", I didn't mean it
I lost my nerves, but never again
I wanna feel the warmth of your skin
Tell me you're sorry and I'll let you in
I need to feel and you're my supplement
The only time I am warm is when I'm in-between your thighs
You think I'm disgusting, I can see it in your eye-eyes
[Chorus: yung van]
You said you'd love me no matter how much I decay
When I reach for your hand in public you pull away
I see the way you look at me, I know you're ashamed
Why is it I never see you visiting my grave?
You said you'd love me no matter how much I decay
When I reach for your hand in public you pull away
I see the way you look at me, I know you're ashamed
Why is it I never see you visiting my grave?

[Verse 2: kennedyxoxo]
I'm gonna assume it's a bad time
I would stay far away
'Cause everything I touch gets hurts like a landmine
I'm honestly worse than the last time
And I'm probably worse than the last guy
I'm honestly trying my best
And I don't understand why I'm always the bad guy
Voices, they're stuck in my head
And I swear all my life it feels like I've been being manipulated
And I swear I'm just giving out love from the bottom of my heart
But it's never reciprocated
This is never what I had anticipated
They say just give it some time, but I'm sick of waiting
She said, "I'll see you tomorrow"
But there's no tomorrow, I'm stuck in a simulation
If anything gets in my way, I swear on my momma
It's getting eliminated
And since the beginning, my mind been a prison
But I'll let you in for a visitation
They're trying to copy, but they'll never stop me
'Cause I know it's only an imitation
I always stay at the crib, and that's just how I live
'Cause I'm not used to getting an invitation
[Outro: kennedyxoxo]
Voices, they're stuck in my head
And I swear all my life it feels like I've been being manipulated
And I swear I'm just giving out love from the bottom of my heart
But it's never reciprocated
This is never what I had anticipated
They say just give it some time, but I'm sick of waiting
She said, "I'll see you tomorrow"
But there's no tomorrow, I'm stuck in a simulation