[Pre-Chorus: yung van]
How you gonna block my phone when I'm not home?
How you gonna do me like that?
How you gonna say you care when you're not there?
How you gonna do me like that?

[Chorus: yung van]
My life is a disaster
You taught me nothing matters
My heart has been shattered
There's peace when nothing matters
My life's a disaster
You taught me nothing matters
My heart has been shattered
There's peace when nothing matters

[Verse 1: guardin]
But I said a lot of shit I wish I didn't
Feelin' stuck inside my head like it's a Yankee fitted
Home run is what I call it when I disappear
And if I'm being honest with you, goddess, I ain't even here
Checked out of my mind, I ain't doing fine
Wished upon a star that I would see past twenty five
Blisters on my body from the way I'm passing time
I'm alright
[Chorus: yung van]
My life is a disaster
You taught me nothing matters
My heart has been shattered
There's peace when nothing matters
My life's a disaster
You taught me nothing matters
My heart has been shattered
There's peace when nothing matters

[Verse 2: yung van]
What happened to when you were all over me?
Didn't have to pay 'cause your loving was free
Got me romanticizing all the times we were arguing just 'cause you're talking to me
Now you're always ignorin' me, all these other girls are borin' me
No matter what they do, they just ain't you and that thought has been gettin' to me
I adore you, but I couldn't afford you
Your love's amazing, always entertaining
You had me locked out, I was in the dog house
You only called my name when it's dark out

[Pre-Chorus: yung van]
How you gonna block my phone when I'm not home?
How you gonna do me like that?
How you gonna say you care when you're not there?
How you gonna do me like that?
[Chorus: yung van]
My life is a disaster
You taught me nothing matters
My heart has been shattered
There's peace when nothing matters
My life's a disaster
You taught me nothing matters
My heart has been shattered
There's peace when nothing matters