Nightcall
Simulation
[Verse 1]
Life is simulated
We think we made it
We don't know where we came from
We're walking aimless
We wanna die, some days we wanna live, some days we wanna try, some days its black and then some days its also
I confusions(?) the one thing thats always on my mind
I'm feeling helpless back in my head, I know that I'll always drive
No person in this fucking world will ever know me, right
Cus I know that I'm the only guy, one damn fucking lonely guy
Thinking "Oh my god, oh my god", is this the way that we are all gonna live
Cus if it is, then I do not give a shit
We don't mean anything shouldn't exist
All of the trust that I shouldn't have given
And im just feeling so damn sick of this living
I know we all aren't the same
Everday they try to tornish my name
They love me they hate me
They saying the same things it was in my late teens
When I began to see the Changes
Now I feel nailed to the ground
Looking for god but he's nowhere around
We are also fucking scared of being down
When I realized there was hope in me now
One year ago, when my life was in shambles
There is too many problems I couldn't have handled
[?] with myself I was fighting a battle
For the ones [?] just light me a candle
Look what's become, look at my face
Look what we've lost, look where we came
Look at the stars, look at the pain
Look at the far, you'll see my name
[(Musical) Chorus]
Have different thoughts they don't really compare
If you like everybody all around(?) me, dont really care
I'm a person with all the of the controll of these stairs
One Day I'll [?] like my soul wasn't there
When I just came up to ass, they turned their backs
Now they want my helping hand
Fuck out my face turned out [?] close to a man
They wanna be all a part of my plans
I dont wanna be a [?] with your ass
You won't fucking with me, way back in trash
I won't be the first, I won't be the last
[?]
Tokio [?]
This life I let it go, fuck it I said it so
You'll need a telescope see me from heavens doors
I let it fall, I let it fall

[Verse 2]
Everyday I feel so strange
I got, feelings that dont go away
I hope, maybe I can't controll the pace
When I, show love it's just a hopeless place
Look, at this world, we dont know what we've made
And i feel, so hopeless in this [?]
I'm just, searching for an source so I can say:
"There was a point in livin' this way"
[(Musical) Chorus]
Runnin out of time runin in my place
[?]
All they ever did is spitting my name
They do not [?]
They do not care about feel
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