I've never been the hero, never wore a cape
I went from poor and sleeping on the floor to in the hall of fame
I went from water weights up in the yard to this imported steak
I thought I changed but I'm out on bail doing rawts again
Hot headed, a cold heart I was born this way
Fuck all the games, we applying pressure they walk away
So many snakes in my life, I'm going to war with mates
They stay around when you made it to see your fall from grace
The feds are watching I can't afford any more mistakes
Labels throwing mе deals but I went and caught a case
Watchu know about Surry Hills trynna call your baе
And tell her that I'm sorry but I'll be gone when our daughter came?
Watchu know about Silver Water withdrawal shakes?
All the blame is on me I wish that I walked away
People doubted me, thought I was gone the ward could take me
Never saw that I'd bounced back now they all afraid
I've always hated myself, I keep tryin to force a change
I was chasin money to run from dealin with all this pain
Dealing death to these Desperados I'd call my mates
I've learned lessons I end up with less the more I made
Paranoia I bet they kick in my door today
I go back to jail and my homies stalk all my former baes
I'm all the way I've been smokin' billys to sort my brain
But I could turn any second and they'd all get bladed
I just did 6 months but I'm facin 4 to 8
Fuck all this fame I'm really trapping 'til my lawyers paid
I'm sure they say behind my back
But if they saw my face they back away and hide
I know their type, and this is for the brave
They ain't that, I keep hearin voices I got blades dacked
I been busy in and out this flat no time to lay back
Dead homies in my dreams when I blaze it
Am I crazy? maybe it's 'cause I was raised bad


I keep hearin voices I got blades dacked
I been busy in and out this flat no time to lay back
Dead homies in my dreams when I blaze it
Am I crazy? maybe it's 'cause I was raised bad