[Verse 1: SKEM]
I keep doing the things I hate to the people I love
Losing people who are close to me, I ain’t seem em in months
I don’t drink lean, that’s just JD in my cup
Sick of the fact that I got nothing, but this weed in my lungs
Sit in a flat, tryna think why I’m deep in a rut
She wanna see me everyday but she can’t see that I’m fucked
If she did, she’d cut me off like leaf on a bud
I don’t ever get to sleep here, I’m leaving at 1
I barely drink, but I’m feeling like a litre of rum
This shit burns like salt when it’s deep in a cut
I really hate the way I look at shit, I’m waiting for the reaper to come
I don’t like diazepam, but I got three on my tongue
My homie overdosed and died from this stuff
And I should learn from that lesson like a knife through my gut
I feel hurt every time that I speak to his mum
Cause I got verses and lines about eating these drugs
[Chorus: HUSKii]
Fuck what they say
I been asleep half the day cause these drugs don’t do shit for the pain
Fuck what they say
Brothers in blood till the grave
Brothers in blood from the basement
Fuck what they say
Still in court fighting these cases, I only see blood brothers faces
Fuck what they say
Brain numb without meds, I’m vague and I can’t seem to find my replacement
Fuck what they
I been asleep half the day cause these drugs don’t do shit for the pain
Fuck what they say
Brothers in blood to the grave
Brothers in blood from the basement
Fuck what they say
Still in court fighting these cases, I only see blood brothers' faces
Fuck what they say
Brain numb without meds, I’m vague and I can’t seem
[Verse 2: HUSKii]
All my life I been a fuckin nuisance, imma noose it
When I go, my head is screaming “Fuck excuses”
Nothing to my life but misery and music
Fucking bitches doesn’t cut it when you hurt em and you lose 'em
My fuckin bitch just cut herself to me lose it
I been tryna lift this burden with these downers I keep using
People see all this weight that I been losing
I still ain’t got an album out, am I crazy?
Am I stupid?
I hate sleeping alone, feels like I need these women
When they see I’m a ghost, so I end up beefin with 'em
They can feel on my bones, everynight I'm sleeping with 'em
They know that I’d rather overdose than to keep living
Too scary to sleep sober, my dreams vivid
No backbone, pussy you got a weak spirit
Probably why I black out everytime I drink spirits
Feel like cutting my arms up like they fish fillets
[Chorus: HUSKii]
Fuck what they say
I been asleep half the day cause these drugs don’t do shit for the pain
Fuck what they say
Brothers in blood till the grave
Brothers in blood from the basement
Fuck what they say
Still in court fighting these cases, I only see blood brothers faces
Fuck what they say
Brain numb without meds, I’m vague and I can’t seem to find my replacement
Fuck what they
I been asleep half the day cause these drugs don’t do shit for the pain
Fuck what they say
Brothers in blood to the grave
Brothers in blood from the basement
Fuck what they say
Still in court fighting these cases, I only see blood brothers' faces
Fuck what they say
Brain numb without meds, I’m vague and I can’t seem to find my replacement
[Verse 3: Tryl, HUSKii]
She got me sitting here, feeling nervous
Said we're too young for anything perfect
Said it's better if we weren't it
Now I want that circuit, nothing to lose so we're moving it quicker
With nothing to prove, I've been losing it, tryna piece it together
It's something to do for you lads, something that we get up for
People giving props but I wake up wanting to be done for
Still don't give a fuck about your crew
I blow my brains out in a second
By myself without a second thought
Second thought I guess that I don't need the help
Packing up the beug
I'm losing it like "What's to lose?" why do I beat myself
My crew is all I knew, I've been beneath myself
Youngest in the stu', I can't believe my health
Brother can deduce so I can feed myself
Don't know what to do, how could she leave me?
I need another bong
Seven bricks deep, I wonder if she'll hear my songs
Seven big deeds, I gotta get up out these slums
I've been alone forever, but I guess we'll get this done
Looking red hot with a stack, but I'm young so I'll be eetswa
Flicky on my lap, a bag of rack just cause we're sweet brah
Got me thinking back, we should've took off with these keys, ah
Fuck it, HUSKii said to keep it low, don't you get sweeped up
I've been asleep half the day cuz, these buds don't do shit for my brain
And these, bricks don't do shit for my heart and it feels like I'm going insane lad
Fuck what you say