So, I've been kinda second guessing (second guessing) the way I portray every part of what I know to be missing, not, not like a lie (lie, lie, lie, lie) just, just senseless, warped kinda reality wishing it to be true. I keep the real me, y'now, Inside, to now be seen, or judged, really. It's just a thought to keep my head above the water. Anything to be left alone in this beautiful, crazy, messes up world

This is just an escape to come back to whatever the hell my community is. I've been inside, and it's just safer that way, for me (me, me)