How could I ever explain how old I feel
I've built a room in my head
I guess that none of it's real
But it feels so real
I've gotten older so fast
I thought I had more time
I'm so obsessed with the past
Makes me lay down and cry

I go back to that day
You were wearing sweatpants
We were talking by the elevator
We were kids sitting on my skateboard
And you kissed me in the staircase

Made me promise we'd go back to being friends
If it all blew up
And then it all blew up

Sweet like sugar cubes
I'm kinda still in love with you
You told me not to think about it
So I thought I'd sing about it
I'm crushed, once again
I wish you were in my head
But you're not, so instead
I come back down to earth
Sometimes when I'm staring at the ceiling
I leave my body for a second, get this feeling
For a minute I'm obsessed with the darkness
And I feel everything at once